A friend of mine, Adam Block, just died. He was a craggy cowboy type, and drawled a bit like Ed Dorn. He was a music journalist also: he wrote for CREEM and similar venues, about rock and roll, interviewed Bono, Elton John and so on. He was larger than life and always bragging about his buddies Greil Marcus and Gus Van Sant. One night in fact we were at dinner and Gus Van Sant called him to say he was in town with Keanu Reeves and where was a cool bar to hit. I think he sent them to Aub's Zam Zam Room. I started believing his tall tales after that.
Adam was a crazy guy ready with the grand gesture. Always sniffing copious amounts of coke and drinking us under the table. He was a gay Jew from Texas so he had no choice but to be outrageous and that was what we loved about him. But guys like me reached a point where we gave up on the excess. I didn't become anti-drug, I just didn't feel the need to be getting high all the time, yet Adam felt it was his duty.
Maybe he was doing it for us. To show us that, yes, you could be pushing 60 and still acting like a kid. Dumping anything into your body and asking for more. I see balding guys with pony tails and have to laugh. They missed the boat long ago. But Adam was younger than me, so that makes me feel more mortal. Still, he had a great life.
I went to see him in a hospice a few months ago. We went onto the roof so he could smoke. He had to take off his oxygen mask to get the cigarette into his mouth. He never stopped.
Sunday, February 3, 2008
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